03.17.08
First up to the chopping block
Yes, I know, it is a bit melodramatic, but, I just received the official word today, I am being laid off!
First up to the chopping block.
What a pivotal time in my life.
For half of my life I have worked for this company, learning, growing, building up my skills and talents. I have purchased my own car, my own house, taken care of myself, taken care of others with the money I made here, and was comfortable in the security of it all.
Then I watched as things morphed, mutated, into something very unpleasant and rather dark. Harsh personalities show up, carpet baggers, hatchet men, people with a career agenda and no empathy or care other than catching the brass ring of the next promotion. Folks with different ethics and a different concept of ‘good’ and ‘bad’. People who give lip service, but hearts far away from the public they serve.
While I am not at liberty to go into details, my last day will be Friday, March 28.
I have to admit, my heart is light and I am in anticipation of the future. The worries may creep in later, but right now, I am happy.
It’s truly been a long time since I could truthfully say that.
And, I finally get to spend a spring at home. Now…that is something special.
Praise He who has authored us all, Faithful and True.
This bird is getting ready to fly…


Michelle the ex-reporter said,
March 17, 2008 at 10:47 pm
I am sorry to hear it’s official.
I honestly think you will be better off in the long run! I can only imagine how hard it must be to give so many years to one company only to have said company slap you in the face.
But this is a new start! Don’t be afraid of takeoff!
czygyny said,
March 18, 2008 at 6:13 am
Thanks for the encouragement, Michelle!
(Let the reader understand that my woes and trials have been so much more than just this job situation, but after a long burden of troubles I do believe I see the light of dawn.)
This Paul Simon song popped into my head this morning, I think I can finally grab ahold in its message for once…
donigreenberg said,
March 20, 2008 at 8:38 pm
You are a brilliant and talented woman. Take those wings and fly. Oh the places you’ll go.
xodoni
NO ONE said,
April 26, 2009 at 5:32 pm
love the drawing of the chopping block. just what i needed to finish my project, thnxs.